I wasn’t supposed to be on that train. After a sleepless night outside my ex’s apartment, clinging to a relationship already lost, I hit my breaking point. On a whim, I bought the first train ticket out of town—no destination in mind, just escape. That’s when I saw him: a golden retriever sitting calmly across from me, eyes full of something I couldn’t name. When he walked over and rested his head on my knee, his person, Sam, looked surprised. “He never does that,” he said. But the dog—Buddy—stayed. It was like he knew.
I started talking to Buddy, quietly at first, then spilling everything—the heartbreak, the shame, how I’d lost myself trying to hold on. He just listened, steady and silent. Sam and I got to talking, and before I knew it, he invited me to a cabin near Lake Crescent. “No pressure,” he said. “Buddy thinks you’re alright.” I don’t know why I said yes—maybe I was just tired of feeling broken. But the lake, the trees, the quiet… it gave me space to breathe. Over time, I told Sam my story. He didn’t try to fix anything—he just listened. “Sometimes the bravest thing is walking away,” he said. Buddy barked once, softly, like he agreed.
When I left the cabin, Sam handed me a small note. It read: “Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes it’s the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, ‘I will try again tomorrow.’” I wasn’t magically healed, but I felt lighter. I returned home and started writing again. Then, one day, I saw Buddy and Sam in a shelter’s volunteer post. I went. Buddy ran to me like I’d never left. I started showing up weekly, helping walk dogs and care for animals—and somehow, I began healing.
Months passed, and Sam asked if I wanted to join him on another retreat. This time, I didn’t hesitate. Looking back, I realize Buddy wasn’t just a dog—he was a guide in golden fur. He showed me that sometimes, healing begins not with answers, but with presence. With listening. With a wagging tail and a quiet, steady love that reminds you: it’s okay to try again tomorrow.