I thought the hardest part was over when I gave birth, but then my husband showed up at my hospital room with tears in his eyes and a request I never expected.I’m Hannah, 33 years old, and until very recently, I believed I was building a beautiful life with the man I loved.Michael and I had been together for almost nine years. We met in high school. He was the tall, quiet guy who sat behind me in chemistry and always had gum, and I was the girl who needed help with equations. Somehow, that turned into homecoming dates, late-night diner runs, and promises whispered in parked cars.
We didn’t rush into marriage. We both worked hard, saved up, and bought a modest two-bedroom home in a cozy New Jersey suburb. I teach the third grade. Michael works in IT. We’re not flashy, but we’ve always been solid. Or so I thought.For three years, we tried to have a baby. It was the hardest chapter in our marriage. There were months when I cried in the bathroom at work. I would see students draw pictures of their families, with mommy, daddy, and baby, and I had to smile through the ache.We went through fertility tests, hormone shots, and hopeful mornings followed by nights in tears. Then one morning, after I almost didn’t take the test because I couldn’t bear another negative, I saw the faintest little line.