When our mother died, my sister became everything overnight. I was twelve, confused and angry at the world; she was nineteen, suddenly responsible for rent, groceries, and a grieving child who didn’t know how to say thank you. She worked long shifts, skipped college, and smiled through exhaustion so I could study. Years later, I did exactly what she hoped for—I became a doctor. At my graduation party, surrounded by applause and pride, something ugly slipped out of me. I joked that I had climbed the ladder while she had taken the easy road and stayed a nobody. I laughed. People laughed. My sister didn’t. She just smiled softly, hugged me, and left early. Three months passed without a single call or message. I told myself she was hurt, being dramatic, that she’d come around once her feelings settled.
When I finally went to her apartment, the door was unlocked. Inside, everything was painfully neat. Too neat. Her coat was still on the chair, her shoes by the door, like she’d stepped out for a moment. I called her name and got only silence. On the table was a folder with my name written on it, careful and familiar. Inside were hospital forms, test results, and a letter. She had been sick for a long time—working, smiling, raising me while quietly fighting something she never told me about. The letter was short. She said she was proud of me, that every sacrifice had been worth it, and that she left early because she didn’t want her last memory to be my regret. I sat on her couch and finally understood the truth: she didn’t stay a nobody. She gave me everything, and I only realized it when it was too late.