My brother took my son six months ago, and I haven’t seen either of them since. Jake was 23, lost to heroin after years of failed rehabs, therapy, and broken promises. When he walked out of his third treatment center, I had no tears left—only numbness. Then David called. We hadn’t spoken in years, but he said he was coming for Jake. He found him high in a motel and decided, without asking me, to take him to Montana. “He can’t heal where he got sick,” he told me. I protested, but David hung up, leaving me terrified and furious. Weeks passed with no calls, only short texts: “He’s here. He’s clean.” I didn’t know where they were, what David was doing, or if my son was safe. I imagined the worst and blamed myself for letting him go.
Slowly, proof arrived. Photos of Jake drinking coffee on a porch, chopping wood, riding a motorcycle through mountain roads. A video of him laughing by a fire. Then a phone call—his voice shaky but alive, five months clean. He said he was rebuilding himself, away from old triggers, surrounded by people who understood brokenness. Finally, a package came: a photo of Jake in front of mountains, eyes clear, with a note saying he was okay and not ready to come home yet. David’s letter followed, explaining he’d done what I couldn’t—pulled Jake from the edge. I still don’t know where they are, but my son is alive, clean, and healing. And somehow, that has taught me to let go and hope.