Twelve years ago, on a cold Tuesday morning when the air felt as sharp as broken glass, my life was defined by the constant hum of a garbage truck and the quiet struggle to make ends meet. At 41, I look back at that early-morning trash route as the moment the universe decided to challenge my heart. I was Abbie, a sanitation worker in a grime-covered jumpsuit, and my husband, Steven, was at home recovering from a difficult surgery. Our life was simple, punctuated by the weight of bills and the quiet ache of an empty home.As I drove through the dark streets, my headlights swept across something out of place: a stroller, abandoned in the middle of the sidewalk, alone in the freezing cold. It wasn’t placed near a doorway or beside a parked car; it was simply left there, exposed to the elements. A cold shiver gripped me as I threw the truck in park and ran toward it. Inside, wrapped in thin, mismatched blankets, were two tiny twin girls—barely six months old.
Their cheeks were flushed red from the bitter wind, but as I leaned in, I could see the mist of their breath in the frigid air.There was no note, no sign of a frantic parent nearby, and no warmth to be found. With trembling hands, I dialed 911, shielding the stroller from the wind against a brick wall. By the time the police and the social worker arrived, silence followed their departure with the girls. Watching that car drive away with two nameless babies felt like a wound that would never heal.That night, the dinner table became the place for a quiet reckoning. I couldn’t stop thinking about their wide, dark eyes. When I shared my fear with Steven—that they would be split apart, lost in a system that lacked compassion—he didn’t remind me of our empty savings account or his growing medical expenses. Instead, he held my hand and said the words that would change everything: “You already love them. Let’s at least try.”