I thought my husband was just being cruel and cheap when he refused a $20 coat for our shivering son at Goodwill. Then I found the key to the locked garage and realized how wrong I was.I was a mom crying in the middle of Goodwill over a used coat.I stood in the aisle holding a navy blue puffer jacket. The zipper stuck a little. It smelled like someone’s attic.But it was thick. It was warm.And it was 20 dollars.”Please, Mark,” I whispered. “Just look at him.”Our seven-year-old, Liam, was dragging his left leg as he pushed a toy truck along the shelf. His hoodie was thin and faded, cuffs frayed to strings.”The forecast says it’s dropping to ten degrees on Thursday,” I said. “He doesn’t even have a real coat.”Mark didn’t look.He reached out, snatched the jacket from my hands, and shoved it back on the rack.
“Put it back, Sarah,” he said, jaw tight. “We’re broke. We don’t have twenty dollars for a coat. We make do. Let’s go.”He turned and walked away. No argument. Just no.Liam looked up, confused, and limped over. His left leg dragged, that little hitch that still made my chest ache.”Mommy?” he asked. “Is Daddy mad at me?””No, baby,” I said, forcing a smile. “Daddy’s just stressed. That’s all.”I hung the coat back and wanted to throw up.Twenty dollars between my kid and a warm winter, and I couldn’t even give him that.On the drive home, Mark stared straight ahead. Liam fell asleep in the back, shivering a little, hoodie bunched around his neck.I watched Mark’s face in the gray light.He’d changed in the last six months.He checked every receipt with forensic accuracy. Counted eggs. Turned the thermostat so low we wore jackets inside. Freaked out when I bought name-brand cereal.