It was a blazing July Saturday at Madrid–Barajas, families laughing, wheels rattling over tile floors, the air thick with sunscreen and anticipation.My mother, Vanessa Clarke, stood there in oversized sunglasses and a flawless white dress. Beside her was her new husband, Graham Doyle, and his two perfect blond children—the ones I was expected to call “siblings,” though they barely looked at me.You’ll figure it out,” she said lightly, already shifting her weight toward the security gate.She pressed a budget airline ticket into my hand. A long layover. No escort. No plan. Then she gestured toward the checkpoint, as if sending me to fetch milk.Mom… what about you?” I asked, my throat tightening.
“We’re going on holiday,” she replied, not lowering her voice. Then she leaned in, smiling in that way meant to silence. “Don’t make a scene. You’re old enough to manage.”And just like that, she turned away.She walked off with her new family toward the VIP entrance, never glancing back. I stood there holding a flimsy boarding pass and something inside me cracked clean in half.I didn’t cry. Not there. Not in front of them.I sat down on a row of cold metal seats, inhaled slowly, and dialed the one name I had sworn I’d never speak again.My father.The so-called “absent one.” The man my mother described as a
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