My husband, Ethan, spat the words as if he were reprimanding a misbehaving pet, not speaking to his wife. I was sprawled on my back in the driveway, my cheek against the icy concrete, one arm bent painfully beneath my ribs. Above me, the sky over our quiet Ohio cul-de-sac looked offensively ordinary—clear, blue, detached.I’d walked outside carrying a tray of cupcakes I’d baked for Ethan’s birthday brunch. His friends were due any minute. His mother, Marilyn, had been “helping” since dawn—which really meant she’d rearranged my kitchen and criticized every move I made. When Ethan stepped out to grab the cooler, we exchanged words at the top of the driveway. It began quietly. Then his jaw clenched, his tone sharpened. I remember the abrupt tug of his shoulder when he grabbed for the tray. I remember stumbling back, my heel snagging where the driveway met the lawn.
I remember hitting the pavement.The pain didn’t arrive the way you’d think. It felt as if my body skipped over pain and went straight to… emptiness. I tried to push myself up, to draw my knees toward me, and realized my legs weren’t responding. I lifted my head and stared at them the way you stare at a stranger’s shoes.Marilyn’s sandals clicked beside me. “Oh my God,” she said, but there was no fear in it. Only irritation. “Ethan, ignore her. She always does this when attention isn’t on her.”Ethan threw his arms up. “You’re not doing this on my birthday, Claire. Get up.” He crouched down—not to assist—but to whisper sharply, “Stop embarrassing me.”