At my mother’s funeral, a stranger placed a baby in my arms and whispered, “She wanted you to have him.”In that moment, my world shifted. Grief turned into confusion, and I was forced to face secrets my mother had kept from me — and a decision that would change my life.Before all of this, I had built a quiet, controlled existence. At thirty-one, I was a Regional Director, constantly traveling, always dependable, rarely questioned. People didn’t ask if I was happy — only if I could handle things.Then my mother died suddenly from a str0ke.I flew home in a haze, barely remembering the trip. Her house felt frozen in time — her raincoat still hanging by the door, the porch light on in the middle of the day. I tried to stay strong. That’s what I always did.
At the cemetery, surrounded by polite condolences and distant relatives, I noticed a blonde woman holding a baby boy. She wasn’t looking at the casket. She was staring at me.When the service ended and the coffin began to lower, she walked straight toward me. Before I could react, she placed the baby in my arms.“She wanted you to have him,” she said.I panicked. “Who is he?”The woman introduced herself as Brittany, our neighbor and the baby’s godmother. His name was Lucas. My mother had been fostering him for months. His biological mother, Carly, was struggling and unable to care for him.My mother had planned for this. If something happened to her, she wanted me to step in.
I was stunned. She had never told me.“She didn’t want to burden you,” Brittany explained. “She trusted you.”