The hospital called two weeks after my daughter turned 18 to tell me she’d collapsed at work. When I reached her room, a woman who looked exactly like my dead wife was standing outside the door, holding my daughter’s baby blanket. What happened next shattered everything I thought I knew.
Two weeks after Grace turned 18, I got a call that turned my life upside down.”Sir? Your daughter collapsed at work. She was asking for you.I don’t remember hanging up or grabbing my keys. All I know is that I rushed out the door thinking that I couldn’t lose the last thing I had left of my wife.
That thought came back to haunt me laterEmma and I had begged God for a baby, but Grace’s birth split my world in half.Grace’s first breath had come in the same terrible moment as my wife’s last. I had lived 18 years inside that split second.You’re lucky the baby survived,” the doctor had told me back then.I’d nodded because I was too numb to do anything else. Then I had gone home with a newborn and no wife and learned how to keep a person alive while feeling half-dead myself.I changed diapers and warmed bottles.I sat through fevers, science fairs, and piano recitals. I bought Grace the ridiculous purple bike she wanted when she was nine.I gave her everything, except the one thing that hurt too much to give — my heart.