“Starting today, Margot and the little ones are moving in here, so if you have a problem with it, that is just too bad for you, Catherine.”Those were the exact words my husband, Benjamin, threw at me while I was still standing frozen with one hand on the doorknob of our house in the quiet, tree-lined suburbs of Maplewood, unable to understand why two young children were suddenly in my living room and why a woman was calmly lining up diapers on my favorite coffee table.I had come home earlier than expected because a leadership workshop scheduled in Oak Creek had been canceled at the last minute, and all I had planned to do was take off my heels, make a fresh pot of coffee, and enjoy one peaceful hour before Benjamin returned from the firm.But Benjamin was already there, and he was definitely not by himself.Margot, my second cousin—the same woman who once hugged me every Christmas and told relatives that I was her perfect image of a strong, independent woman—was planted in my velvet armchair with a sleeping baby in her arms, while a second toddler sat on a blanket spread over my hardwood floor, shaking a rattle.
Plastic baby bottles were scattered along my kitchen counters, tiny bright-colored clothes were hanging over the side of my sofa, and an overstuffed suitcase sat open beside my mother’s antique bookcase.Benjamin stood in the middle of the room, glaring at me with the offended expression of a man who believed he was the one beinwronged, behaving as though I had somehow intruded into my own home.What in the world is the meaning of all this?” I asked, keeping my voice calm even as my heart began hammering inside my chest.Margot lowered her gaze and avoided looking at me, while Benjamin released a long, theatrical sigh, as if he were making some heroic effort to remain patient.“It means that I am finished with hiding the truth from everyone, because these are my children, and Margot has absolutely nowhere else to go, so we are going to settle this like two mature adults.”The faint sound of cars moving outside seemed to disappear, leaving only my uneven breathing as I stared at the children and understood that they were completely blameless, which made it all the more unbearable that Benjamin was using them as a shield.“These are your children?” I repeated, needing him to say the full weight of his betrayal out loud.
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